I WANT ME A BABY DADDY

 Yes, you read right! And yes im rolling my eyes back at you!

I was on my bed this morning and I wished that I had  patter of feet running to my bed, to wake me up with tiny kisses, the mixture of baby smell and baby morning breathe after sleeping with a bottle of milk in the little babies mouth..... the look of excitement in their little angelic eyes as they stare at you with glee and love. I love the way a baby can fall asleep in your arms knowing it will be secure and no one can harm it.

Then I got to work and a site had posted that photo of my dream guy and a child and I thought to myself...... that is my baby daddy right there and our daughter, hey!!!!! allow me to dream.

So back to earth now I stared toying with the idea of getting a baby daddy, someone to place the seed and then could be dismissed or he wouldn't have to know about it.

I know its hard being a single mother and a child not having a daddy around but I figure... that if im still childless at the moment and if I planned ahead in the few months maybe in 2014, I could have my baby, probably plan for one at the mid year? Sounds crazy but hey I know ladies you want a child just like me and im not one to preach about having a stable family but its good to have that one thing you truly cherish.

Maybe im blind sided at the moment but I would love to have my Michael or Michel'le ....yes I have picked up names for them.

So if you see my baby daddy out there *cough*drake*cough* let him know that we need to make some plans in May- June 2014.....

Miss Di